>>61 thank you for the linkage! I do actually have the first one saved on my computer haha, both are excellent but not quite what I was looking for...really close though, like painfully close. In the first one Scout doesn't seem to know that Spy is his dad, and in the second one Scout seems to loathe that Spy is his dad. I don't really mind if Spy is his real dad or not (like if they're just roleplaying/dysfunctional or something), I just really want to read something that goes even deeper into the dynamics of the sex with Scout looking for a dad/abandonment issues/a complex/whatever and Spy getting off on control/Scout's dependency/being a "father"/whatever. But thank you again anyway! They are really great stories, hadn't read the second one before.