Okay, now this is going to sound INSANE, but hear me out. My French friend and I were discussing TF2, in french, and she said she didn't like the aspect of dying all the time, to which I replied, 'Well, you respawn, so it's not really dying. It's just a little death.' Now, in french, this last phrase translates to 'Une petite mort', so she laughed at me, and I laughed too, once I realized my double-entendre. For those who don't know french, 'Une petite mort' is another way of saying 'an orgasm'. So HERE is my prompt: Something goes screwy with respawn, so that dying is now accompanied with a feeling of INCREDIBLE sexual pleasure and release. Would some continuously kamikaze themselves just to feel this? Would some be ashamed of it? Go nuts.