>>7 Wow that part kind of cracked my heart a little bit. He hadn’t known that he’d had those urges too, that he’d been jealous of what they’d had. They had someone they could be themselves with and they could get off to what they liked. He couldn’t, though. Scared and repressed Scout, wanting to talk to Sniper and Spy about it. Wanting the love Sniper and Spy have for each other, but knowing that he's not going to get it from them; he thinks they hate him, even if they are having sex with him. "Maybe this would help Sniper like him. He knew that the bushman hated him..." And then at the end, when Scout wakes up in the middle of them, and tries to leave because he feels like an intruder. Ahhh, my heart. I was so happy Sniper told him to stay. Sorry for babbling. The porn was top-notch of course, but everything else about this fic is so great.